I love it when I can use a song lyric as the title of a post! Ahh…it’s gonna be a good day.
I don’t know what the fuck is up with me. I have been so crazy emotional lately. I may be ovulating. You’re probably tired of reading about my menstrual cycle, ya? Show of hands…no one? Okay, I’ll continue then.
Last night on my way home from work I heard the song Unwritten, by Natasha Bedingfield. Of course I lost it. Sobbing hysterically as I was driving down the freeway. My friend Terri that passed away in April used to call that song “her song” and it was so fitting. It’s also a very inspirational song, which I’ve been needing a little extra bit of lately.
Last night my roommate Darryl and I were sitting on the back porch and I was having a glass of wine. We were talking about Christian, and I started crying. Realizing that I am so scared that one day he isn’t going to want to live with me anymore.
THEN this morning as I was on my way into work, in a great mood, had just come from a great networking meeting. I turned on an old school Jewel CD (yes, I still listen to CD’s, IPODs scare me) and started bawling again.
I really hope that I can contain myself through out the day. I’m not a pretty crier. I’d rather not cry in front of people.
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